Thread:Velia d.A./@comment-6532078-20130831200155/@comment-6532078-20130920211417

No worries, it's only me slacking off haha. But it's kinda funny, once you say I'm punctual, I don't reply for a long time lol. I have mock exams in November though, so it might be harder to spend my time in front of computer doing nothing starting from October ;W; The roughest times will be from February to April though, I suppose. Mostly because I'll have to read summaries of set books from all three years, and all from net, which means being online and not being able to relax for who-knows-how-long. And solving Math's problems... Seriously, why is English so easy compared to other subjects? :<

We haven't met face to face yet, but maybe we'll be able to in the near future. Seriously, I wouldn't be too surprised if we met a lot of times before without realizing it. Oh, I have someone similar, the girl I met thanks to blogging (and she made me go on twitter too; 5 years ago! I didn't think that Internet friendships can go for so long; and it's not only her, because thanks to twitter, I made friends with which I still talk there... Damn, I have more friends online that in real life :|)

(I like them too, it's so easy to show one's feelings with them!) I'm happy that you're expressing your opinion, actually! I get your points, really. But... *sighs* *sorry for making you listen to my oh-so-tragic story* You see, I have only one person whom I can call my "real" friend. We also don't talk everyday and we're friends for some years already, and, like you, I also don't feel we're distancing ourselves. But it wasn't like that in the past, with other "friends". When I was younger, there were people who claimed that they were "friends" with me. Being "better" in the eyes of others (I just had better grades, but we both know how the world works), you have only two options: being either totally popular or completely abandoned. In the Elementary School (around 5th or 6th grade), I've started having better contact with a childhood friend (she lived next to me until 3rd grade or so, but we still went to the same school even after she moved) and well, it'd be good if it wasn't for one thing; I mean, using people who are "better" isn't uncommon, right? So it went like that: "I pretend you're my friend in exchange of helping me with studying and solving my problems". Great deal, right? Not for me though. We went to the same school until the end of Middle School... And although we were supposed to keep in touch, it never really worked. It's been over two years and we've only met in bus, by coincidence. In the end, the "friendship" ended before it actually started. There were other people like that too, with the difference that they only spend time with me doing nothing (without claiming that they are my best best friends forever or anything), but we all went different ways after graduation and the whole "friendship" died naturally as well. By meeting different people I went to conclusion that I can't call my real friend until I can be certain that they won't just leave me because of stupid things like going to different school and not being able to talk everyday. "Friend" for me is someone special and I can't just call every person I talk more to like that. And there we're going to the person I mentioned in the beginning. I know her for my whole life, since we're neighbors, but we only got to talk because... well, we were literally forced by our parents, who thought that we were a bit too asocial and such. We argued a lot, had nothing in common, completely different beings, right? But then the time passed and we really ended up being friends in a meaning I always wanted; she is my first friend, but also the only. However, when I went to high school, I met another bunch of people. I've got closer to 4 of them and I really like spending time with them. Normally, that's who you could have call your friends, right? Except that not in my eyes, because it all seems like the friendships I had before. I've got especially close to one of them, in fact. It's a boy for one, haha. Well, we had a lot of topics and so on, but then he found a... boyfriend (ummm, it's really complicated) and it became totally one sided. Because he really trusts me, I have no doubts about it. I know things I would be ashamed to even admit to myself, let alone strangers. But then... is that what the friendship should be? "Hear me out, but well, I don't care at all about your problems. You must have period if you're in bad mood so who cares and besides, I'm the most important being in the world." Funny thing is that he realizes it very well, but ignores it, because he always has it worser, he should be heard out and helped, he and others are just lowly being. Kinda funny, because he totally realized that I was a person who couldn't easily trust others and said (somehow tried?) to change it, but once he got bored and went to find his adventure (him getting boyfriend despite claiming he's totally for girls, for example), he totally forgot about it and did what he shouldn't do). So yep, maybe "betrayal" is a bit too much to say, but that's more or less like it was before. The other 3, while I still have real fun with, because they really are great people and I feel honored to be able to spend so much time with them, are even more distant that he is. That's why I completely don't believe I would be able to keep in touch with them after graduation, even if I'll miss them all a lot. Sure, the chances of meeting again are much higher than with people from elementary/middle school, but still. Plus to add to all if I said as much already, I'm terrible at making acquaintances. Even online. That's why I treasure every person I talk to a lot ヽ(；▽；)ノ

Ah, I'm sorry for talking so much about myself this time, tell me if it's too much for you o(；△；)o Really? Makes me happy that there are people like me out there~!

Titus! Yep! Totally cute! I have a feeling it's not an end for my baby and I really want to believe it's not only stupid hope haha :D Ugo, thank you for letting Titus' (Rukh) be still alive somehow *_* Gorutasu = Goltas. No chances~! I'm so happy that Titus' actions were actually really important and he didn't die in vain *_* In fact, I'm very pleased with how it turned out, let's see how it ends. Only one chapter to go! No, it works somehow.

Dunno, I hope not... But whatever, with only 18 pages, the chances of something big are slim anyway, so whatever.

I always though so too XD I can't believe that lately almost all males I like are blonds XD Well, I've been reading Super Lovers manga for the past 3 days (more like, 1 volume 2 days ago, 4 yesterday and 1 today, since 6 volumes is so much that I needed a lot of time for it... /sigh) and I must admit, this time my favorite is finally a dark haired shota male. It's been a while~!

And sorry for no being any help with the creation of categories (╯︵╰,). We probably just haven't understood each other, so I took a screenshot from to-be-created-at-that-time category page on Hakkenden Wiki, where I don't have admin rights. I just meant that the page has to be titled Category:Name and then you're creating it like any other page you would. Once again, so sorry ;A;

Oh, and it seems I lied to you some messages earlier (sorry ToT). And thanks God that I finally realized it, I think (after a freaking year!), thanks to Sinbad no Bouken haha. Japanese has totally different timezone, right? I knew that their day starts around 6PM, but... I've never realized that it's the next day there XD So when Ohtaka writes on her blog "this week", she really must mean this week, the chapter we read two days earlier, not a week and two days. Ehh.

Yes, it's a good thing ^^

Night 198 update:

TITUS. IS. STILL. ALIVE. HE IS FUCKING ALIVE. HE IS-- I mean- Am I that weird for reading this chapter and crying like a newborn because TITUS IS NOT DEAD? This was so heartwarming to add more, Marga, I love you so much after all ;A; Ohtaka must love "Welcome home" part, considering that it's what Aladdin said to Alibaba after Kassim's death too. "Welcome home, Titus!" sounds so sweet and so aaaahhhhhhhh I just can't. But okay, I'll try to be more reasonable and don't be happy for a whole who-know-how-much because Titus. I didn't get it. Did Ugo made him into new Magi or not? And Scheherazade, she was the one who was there, right? ;A; Instead of living herself, she... she let Titus live, right? T____________T And lol, so is Ugo really Solomon or---? AND YUNAN OMFG. Besides it, one hell of mess in this chapter. First Kouen being bitch, then Sinbad being bitch, then Yunan being weird, and Mor knowing too much. Wtf? Okay... I totally don't get Judar and Hakuryuu fell into depravity after all? "I'm sorry. Farewell". What the heeeeeeell? ;A;